Remembering Brooke And Finding New Love!

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Remembering Brooke And Finding New Love!Remembering Brooke And Finding New Love!I don’t know how I managed it, but I gave the Eulogy at Brooke’s memorial service. I referred to her as “Brooke” throughout the service, never stating that she was my wife or my sister. I think, looking back, that most people had figured out our relationship, especially mom and dad, but they have never said anything about it.I had Brooke cremated, and still have her ashes. Mom and dad allowed me to make all the decisions, and never argued with me about anything.I never returned to St. Mary’s or the apartment we shared. Dad, sensing how painful this was for me, had a company clean out the apartment and move everything, except for my clothes, into storage, where it is still.I returned home for a few months. I became severely depressed, but through counseling and some meds, have come through it all. I continued my education and received my undergraduate and J.D. degrees at George Washington University in D.C. and went on to pass the Maryland, D.C. and Virginia Bar exams, and practice with a firm in the district.I still wear the white gold wedding ring Brooke bought for me. When anyone asks me if I’m married, I tell them that I was, but lost my wife. Still to this day I haven’t dated and don’t know if I ever will. Brooke was the love of my life, and still is. God Damn I really miss her beautiful smile her love for me was genuine .I don’t think I can ever get over having the love of my life taken away from me so quickly. My heart is completely broken beyond repair. The only thing I have is this ring which I will never take off. And also the memories and pictures of us.It has been five years since My beautiful Brooke passed away. Here is my story of how I moved on and found A new love.I have been working hard In my new job I moved to New York City. I passed the New York State bar. I found a Nice Two bedroom apartment in Chelsea lower mid Manhattan. It even had a Fake fireplace with a mantle I put a Picture Of My Beautiful Brook on the mantle with Her Metal urn. It was white gold and matched my wedding ring that Brooke bought for me. I got the apartment set up all nice. I bought a 50 inch LED TV a Playstation 4 as it has a blu ray player and I can also stream stuff on it. As I was finishing up setting up my new place My phone rang I was surprised who was calling me it was Amanda she was here in New York City On a job Interview.”Hey stranger long time no chat Steven how are you”Amanda says.“Hello Amanda yes it has been a long time”I replied.”Yes it has You completely disappeared after Brooke’s death. Anyway I am very sorry I know how much you loved Brooke. I am also very sorry for that night I came over and hit on you and that I behaved like that. Thinking back on that now I feel ashamed of myself. I would completely understand if You want me to never call again. I called your mom and she gave me your number. I would like to get together with you if your not busy tonight talk about old times and catch up on what has gone on since we last saw each other.”Amanda says. “You know what I would actually like that been working hard. And I am on a mini Vacation as I found a nice new apartment. Meet me at Mchales bar on 31st street and 7th Ave. at 7pm.It’s now 5pm I need a shower see you then”I replied.”Sounds great I look forward to seeing you. Bye Steven.”Amanda says. I hung up the phone. Strangely enough for the first time I was looking forward to going out and interested to see if Amanda was being remorseful or it was a ploy to get in my pants. I took a shower and shaved as I had a bit of a stubble since it had been a few days since I started my two week vacation.I got dressed and put on my watch and the Wedding ring I take it off when I shower. I put On a light blue collared shirt like I wear to work no tie and My navy blue suit. I walked to McHales and found a nice quiet booth in the back. The waitress came over and took my order. “Hello my name is Liz what would you like to drink”She asked.”A Miller MGD please.”I replied.While she was gone getting My drink I wondered if Liz was the same Liz from St. Mary’s.She looked the same except a bit thinner.Liz came back with a bottle of Miller Mgd 64.”I hope you don’t mind all we have right now is the 64.I have the feeling I know you from somewhere. I usally don’t forget a face. Wait a second Steven is that you.It’s me Liz Brooke’s teamate in St. Mary’s.I was really sorry to hear to that she passed away.My condolences.The beer is on me.”Liz says as Amanda walked to my table.”Holy shit Amanda what are you doing here.Its good to see bartın escort you”Liz says to Amanda as she sat down.”Yes it has been a long time.Good to see you Liz.Hello Steven I am glad you came .Sorry I am late.I had trouble working up the nerve to come in.I have butterflies in my stomach.”Amanda replies.”It is good to see you Amanda what have you been up to.”I asked.”Well after that night when you rejected me I went home and cried.Not so much at the rejection but how I behaved I guess that is why I didn’t have any friends back then.I was a alcoholic.I am now in AA.I shouldn’t even be in a bar.But it has been a long time.So I heard from your mom you made junior partner and got transferred here to NYC.So I worked up the nerve to call you.Part of recovering is making amends with who you hurt in the past.I really wish I could be sitting here telling this to Brooke too.I deeply regret how I behaved towards you I saw how much you loved her and I was in a really bad place then.Rebelling against my parents and being as bad as I could be.For that I am really sorry.I have been sober now for two years and it has been more than five years since that last time since I saw you leave in the ambulance.Also I never got to say How much helping me that night during the party when nobody else did and how you and Brooke helped me sober up and get cleaned up before bringing me back to my hotel room.Thank you very much To you and To Brooke she was my only friend.”Amanda says.”Thank you for apologizing that means a lot and I am glad that you are changing your life for the better”I replied.”Thanks Steven.It must be really hard without Brooke I couldn’t imagine losing someone you love that much.I see you still are wearing the wedding ring.”Amanda replies.”Yes she made me promise to never take it off ever no matter what happened to her.I feel like she was hiding how sick she was.And I feel like crying every time I think about that.”I replied with a tear rolling down my face.Amanda stood up and took a napkin and wiped my tear away.Then she kissed me on my cheek.”So tell me what else have you been up to, are you dating anyone Amanda.”I asked.”Yes I am engaged to be married.Kevin my fiance he just hasn’t picked out a ring yet.”Amanda says.”What about you are you seeing anyone.”Amanda asked.”No I am not I don’t know if I could ever fall in love again Brooke meant so much to me.”I replied another tear rolled down my face.Amanda again wiped the tear from my face as she drank her gingerale.”I know you really loved her very much but I don’t think she would want you to be lonely.I have a friend in a similar situation.She is 31 her husband died in Iraq 3 years ago he was a soldier in the Marines.She doesn’t have any k**s.We met in AA.When he died it really messed her up they were highschool sweethearts like you and Brooke.She is my sponsor and I am hers as when ever she feels like she needs a drink I come over and we hang out and listen to music and talk.Little things set it off like a certain song they both liked or a movie.”Amanda says as she writes down her name and number.Her name is Denise.”Denise is a good friend I called her after I talked to you earlier and told her about you and I s
uggested You should talk to her she said she would like to.”Amanda says.We talked till 11pm.Amanda told me all about the F’cokey team and how it wasn’t the same without Brooke as she was the best player on the team even as a freshman.”Well it has been awesome talking to you if you ever need someone to talk to you can call me you have my number.You can call me anytime day or night.Don’t be a stranger also let me know how it goes with Denise.Give her a call you might like each other.I hope we can become good friends.”Amanda says.Amanda rose to her feet as did I.She kissed me on my cheek.”Don’t forget you can call me anytime if you need a friend to talk to.I’m not hitting on you I just want to be friends that’s it.Also call Denise you won’t regret it.”Amanda says then walks away.”Thanks I will call her and call you again sometime.”I replied.Amanda turned to me and waved.Wow I couldn’t believe how great Amanda looked and she dressed really nice and conservative unlike the last time I saw her when she was dressed like a slut and her hair was longer and curlier.She is even hotter now than when I last saw her.I liked that she wasnt exposing her body like she used to.I walked home thinking also how weird it was seeing Liz too I can’t wait to tell Brooke.I know she can’t reply but I like telling her anyway it makes me feel good knowing she is in heaven listening to me.I just wish she could bartın escort bayan give me a sign that she heard me and I know she must be proud how well I am doing with being a lawyer and making junior partner.I just wish she was here to share that with me.I walked in my door and locked up and got undressed walking around naked as a tribute to My Brooke.I poured myself a glass of bourbon and sat on the couch.”Brooke I know you are here with me always.I saw Amanda today she called me.Mom gave her my number.Well anyway I met her at a bar near where I live and we sat and talked.She had Gingerale as she is Now in AA and is a recovering alcoholic.Two years sober.She wanted to apologize to you for how she behaved that night she came over.I never told you this Brooke because it would have made you angry at me.But that night Amanda had hit on me and acted like she did that night at the frat party.I asked her to leave.Well we talked and part of her recovery she had to make amends with her past.She is doing very well now she is secretary and she is engaged to be married.She also said I should move on in my life and meet someone new she gave me the number of a friend of hers from AA.I wish you could give me some kind of sign that you are okay with me meeting someone else.I know you said if anything ever happened to you that I should move on being here without you still hurts so much and I couldn’t bare to fall in love again and lose again.”I Say.Just then my phone rings.”Hey It’s me Amanda just wanted to know you got home okay.I saw you walking home sulking mind if I come up stairs I am in your lobby now.I promise no funny stuff.”Amanda says.”Yeah Okay just give me a few minutes I gotta put something on”I replied then buzzed her in.I put on a pair of sweat pants and a t-shirt.Amanda rang the bell and I let her in.”I am sorry to pop in on you on short notice but I could see it in your eyes that you shouldn’t be alone tonight.Talking about old times I could tell how upset you were and still are about losing Brooke and I thought you could use some company.I called my fiance and told him my friend Denise needed me as she was gonna go off the wagon and That I needed to be there for her.He agreed.I hated lying to him but he wouldn’t understand if I told him I was gonna spend the night with another guy even if we are just friends.So anyways here I am.”Amanda says.”Thanks Amanda I am sorry I didn’t say earlier how pretty you look but I didn’t want it to look like I was coming on to strong.”I replied.”Thank you Steven You are still great looking yourself.I see your drinking bourbon.How many have you had.”Amanda asked.This is my third glass.”I replied.Amanda got up and went in my kitchen and started boiling some water.She came back with two cups of tea.”Here Steven drink this I don’t wan’t you getting drunk that will just add to your sorrow more trust me I know after I finished School I hit rock bottom and tried to kill myself.I almost died from overdosing on pills.My mom found me and got me sober here I am.Drinking isn’t the answer and causes more trouble than it’s worth.”Amanda says.”thanks for the tea Amanda.and for coming over I was just talking out loud to Brooke wishing that she could give me some kind of sign that I should move on.But I don’t know if I can bare falling in love again and lose someones else I love.”I replied as I started crying.Amanda got up from the lounger and sat on the couch next to me and put my head on her shoulder and hugged me.”Its okay Steven I am here for you.Atleast you got to experience true love.I am sure she is very proud of how you turned out.I got a little confession I was at your door the whole time and heard what you said.It was beautiful what she said about never taking the ring off even if you met someone.Confession number two there is no fiance.I only said that because I knew you had reservations about me and didn’t know if I was the same person I used to be.I am not that person.And I never want to be.I was a stupid rebellious person back then.Hitting rock bottom changes a person.I know you had heart ripped out when Brooke passed away so that is why I waited for a few years before I contacted You.Ever since that first time I saw you I had a major crush on you.I am sorry I behaved like I did back then.And I am sorry I did the things I did hurting friends and my family.Live and learn I guess huh.”Amanda says.I turned and Kissed Amanda deeply why I don’t know.”Wow that was a nice kiss”Amanda replied.She then kissed me back.”I can’t believe we are kissing are you sure this is a good idea.I don’t want things escort bartın to go wrong and hurt you”Amanda says.”I’m sorry maybe that was a bad idea.Besides Brooke must be looking down on me in dismay.”I replied.”Or maybe I am the sign to move on.I think that maybe Brooke would be happy to see you happy again and not moping around all lonely.When I talked to your mom she told me the truth about you and Brooke that she was your sister.I think it’s Very beautiful how you both fell in love and were worried about being found out.I also understand why she told me you were married so I wouldn’t take advantage of you.She loved you very much and would want you to be happy.”Amanda says then kissed me deeply.”Okay just for argument sake and say we were to become a couple and get married are you okay with me still wearing the ring that Brooke gave me and having her urn and picture up on the mantle cause I never wanna forget her ever she was not only my sister but the love of my life.Because if your not We gotta stop now and just be friends.Don’t tell me yes for the hell of it you gotta be 100% okay with it and accept how I feel about Brooke.”I replied.”Yes Steven I mean that with all of my heart.Brooke was very special and I would like to hear about all the good times you had it makes you what you are today.I knew from the day I met you that you were a great guy.Brooke always told me how caring and gentle you were to her.I would love to get to know you better and fall in love with you hell I am kinda falling in love with you right now looking into your beautiful brown eyes Steven”Amanda says then kisses me.I kissed her back and took her in my arms and carried her to my bedroom.I removed Amanda’s blouse as she removed her jeans.Amanda removed my sweat pants and my hard cock slapped her in face.She looked up at me and smiled a beautiful smile that reminded me of Brooke.She started licking and sucking my cock.Nice and slowly licking my full 8 inches.”MMMMM your so hard and big.I have wanted you for years.”Amanda says.”Good things come to those who waits I say back.”I replied.Amanda stood up removed her panties and her bra and p
ulled me onto the bed.I slowly entered my cock in her pussy and started kissing and sucking her nipples.I fucked Amanda harder and slightly faster.”OH my god Steven yes fuck me nice and slow feels so good your so big.”Amanda moaned.I fucked her deeper and a little faster.”Oh yes I am cumming oh my god fucking yes”Amanda moans then has a tremendous explosive squirting orgasm.I kept fucking her and she has a second orgasm as big as the first.”Oh my god yes don’t stop”Amanda moans then has a third orgasm.Amanda got off my cock and started sucking me off till I came deep down her throat.I shot what felt like gallons of cum down her throat.We fell asleep in each others arms naked.I woke up in the morning to the smell of eggs and bacon being cooked.I walked out of the bedroom to my bathroom and pissed.Then I put on my robe and came out to the dining room there was Amanda cooking away.In the light coming from the window I swear I could see Brooke smiling and giving me her blessing.”Whats wrong Steven you look like you saw a ghost.”Amanda says.”I think I just saw Brooke and she was smiling down at me like she was giving me her blessing.”I replied.”That’s beautiful Steven.You were incredible I never came like that before.Brooke was right you are a great lover.EpilogueAmanda and I dated for five months and then I had her move in with me.Then Two months later I asked Amanda to marry me and she said yes.We had a big wedding with my family and hers.and went On a beautiful honeymoon to Aruba.During the trip Amanda told me she was pregnant.When we returned To New York We found out she was having a girl.Nine months later she had our baby girl and We named her Brooke after my sister and love of my life.We moved into a bigger house out on Long Island.I still wear the ring Brooke gave me As well as the ring Amanda gave me.Amanda wears the wedding ring that my grandfather gave my grandmother the same ring Brooke wore when we were together.I am sure now that she is happy that I found true love again.I am also glad Amanda is so understanding of my feelings for Brooke and that she was happy to name our daughter After my sister. Amanda is the best thing to happen to me in a time that I was at my lowest for that I am glad.And last but not least Thank you Brooke For showing me how to love someone.And for giving me the courage to fall in love again with Amanda.I know you would be proud of how she became the woman she is now the mother of my c***d and your niece she has Your beautiful blue eyes.I love you forever Brooke. The endFinal words I would like to acknowledge Inspiration for this great story My sister Brooke:fotisampini thanks for a great story it needed a happy ending and I hope you liked it!

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